I think there are really different types of love, and different types of fondness. I feel differently for all the people I know and like.

The world is really created unequal, but we are all just minor characters really, no matter how many people we impact. I guess all becomes history someday.

Which means that we shouldn't harp so much on past achievements. And that we realise that no one can ever be larger than life. We eat live, breathe the same air.

Not to say I'm not fond of you guys, but forgive me if only if it was in my own way.

We can't all ask for too much.

Rah I am still slacking.

This is bad lols I really don't study much at home regardless of how hard I seem to study in school or how much I moan about my homework.

Anyway the concert (the 6th, I believe) came and went. I think that some of the people I know from secondary school are still one of the craziest around. It was pretty fun and relaxed for a change.

Yep I have like some unfinished work to do, on top of the presentation on Thursday. Hope I don't mess that one up.

I think there are many things I want to do after exams. One day we will all go out to some interesting plcae and then we can all take experimental photos using a disposable camera or something. That would be so fantastic right?

Even f it turns out all wrong we can all just throw it away. Just becasue we can.

We should always try to do somethign different I guess.

Exploration of Singapore, anyone?

I need a car though I need to take my BTT hahah.

I think you need to drink about two hundred cups of coffee in an hour or so before the caffeine overdose kills you.

I have been overdosing on that stuff and now my hands are kinda shaking and I can't concentrate and that I seem to have this lighr-headedness along with that slight hand tremour even as I type this.

I swear this is the last time I am going to do something like this. It's seriously messing me up.

I will sleep tonight!

Ahhh I think I sort of messed the preparation for some Kaolin thing up.

Luckily someone reminded me about the fluted bottle. Rah thanks.

Sigh hope it went alright.

Yep I am now officially old.

The weekend was pretty fun. Went out, did stuff, actually managed to mug for like all of 4 hours, admittedly I was kinda listening to all the interesting conversation going on around me in coffee bean.

Singapore is really quite a diverse place. And people these days are really more liberal-minded. Or maybe I just didn't know these all before or something.

Anyway would like to thank all the people for all their happy birthdays! I think Ben deserves an extra special mention cos he even bothered to send an Ecard! Hahah it was kinda corny but yes a really nice thing to do all the same. Thanks!! Yeps I think all the messages are fantastic.

I guess it says that I still have some people to care about on earth hahaha.

Anyway all are welcome to join me in communal muggerism every Sunday at the coffee bean at Serangoon Gardens! Or tea or coffee if you are so inclined. It's a fascinating place and a good venue to study in the morning. It gets kinda noisy nearer to noon though.

Yep. I think the weekend was slack. As was today. Sigh this is bad I really need to mug.

On the other hand, the stupid practical I have to do is really driving me crazy. With all the point altering that doesn't add up and all. Gah.

Yep and I have a practical test next week that will account for like 30% of my grade for the module! I need to really pay attention to it. However, I feel that what is more important is to have a clear head on that day and be anal so that you make sure you don't commit silly mistakes. It seems like all the general principles are all the same once you get the hang of things. Worse come to worse, there is no need to be precise with all your weighed values haha as long as the colour looks right and so on. Not like the examiners are going to take what you prepare.

Oh gosh I really hope that none of my patients (if I ever go into this line) will ever read what I've written here. But then again, I doubt that any of the people who know me will actually ingest what I made, hahah. But yes I think that the lab is really close to what you may find in a hospital pharmacy so in case you land up there someday, haha. Pray that I am not compounding your stuff.

Having said that, I will ensure to the utmost of my ability, that what I do is correct, and I must say I do at least an average, or above average job, yah? Rah that didn't sound very modest. Still, I try to do everything seriously. You have no idea of the cross-contamination that can occur. I don't think many wash their hands before starting too, hahaha.

Yep the hard working-ness starts tomorrow. I am sorry but today is the first day that I am 20 and I think I am entitled to it muhahaha.

WORK HARD TOMORROW!

Oh farewell the last of my teenie years!!!

In less than 5 hours I would offcially be joinning the big 2-0 club.

Yes it's getting kinda old but then I guess I have about like at least a few more decades to go on this earth.

Nothing much has changed on the outside, but I do think I am aging. Muhahahaha. The mindset at least. Yeah.

Oh well happy birthday to me in advance!!

I think my life is a sham.

Rah nothing as good or as bad as I make it out to be it seems.

Another practical tomorrow. I hate receiving my grades like ahead of time or something.

Just yesterday night I had this series of very disconnected dreams. Started out with how I did very badly for my stupid sociology thingy. Then after that it involved being at NUS in this theatre like LT ( I swear it was decked in those wine-red heavy velvet, but then I know there isn't such an LT in school). Then I must have been inspired by the xxxholic movie, because I remember we were all trying to get to this science lab, but the route to the lab was like damn obscure. Like we had to climb down those industrial steel kind of steps, then flights of ladder. Some of the paths were a little claustrophobic, because the pathways were too narrow. At one point in time we were all trying to squeeze through this window, then this fat visitor/distinguishes guest got very fed up and then decided to take like the really long way to the lab which was like hidden in the basment or something.

Hmmmm the entire thing took place in daytime and the basement labs have doors like facing outside of the building.I have always thought that the architecture in NUS was really hodge-podge, cos I see like seminar rooms facing outside of the building behind LTs and stuff like that. It's really damn weird and makes things very hard to find, especially at all the older parts of school with the horrendous tiles on the walls. Don't get it.

Ok I know I have random dreams.