I think I am turning into a full blown mugger. Quite, but not quite there.

I feel this sense subtle of unease whenever I am not doing some work related to school. But then I don't really feel like doing what I'm supposed to do. Not the productive work that counts, anyway.

Went to photocopy the new neurophysio notes today. A lot of things to learn, by the looks of it.

Ok, ok, I will do my work properly.

I think school is getting me down a little.

It's ok, I will continue to love whatever I am doing. I will continue to try.

Am squandering some time on the Internet to vent a little of my spleen and some of that pent-up frustration. Rah we all need to work hard, yes?

In the meantime I haven't even finished my LSM notes on lipids. Will do that before I sleep tonight.

Time and again to get down to work!

I think I need to watch a movie. Last one I watched was Stardust, which was like before the exams last semester hahah.

Right the last statement was totally random.

Not thinking straight now really.

Rah I am addicted to online shopping. So complusive. Plus they sell equivalents at Far east at cheaper prices too. Hahahah.



So yes I shall start listing because I need a portable list muahahahahah.



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Yes and then now I shall return to study.

Feeling lazy and can't seem to complete the stupid assignment on chaperone proteins.

Bah and then there are too many things that seem to be left unsaid.

I don't know what to do with myself sometimes. I don't think I am brave enough.

It's all quite ironic, really.

It's been a long time, just that well maybe we all don't know what to do with ourselves.

Little things, little things, I remember them, you know.

Or may because I have this tendency to overlook into things. Like I believe that all things happen for a reason.

Confusion, confusion.

The week is more or less over.

Rah I think I will still die for the bloody physio test, despite the fact that I've been studying it quite consistently. I wonder why I study hard for sometimes.

Oh right that's for education. But then again sometimes doing for the sake of doing is really tiring, especially when the hectic pace of NUS doesn't allow you to do much else. It's literally running up to keep up with your assignments.

On the topic of assignments, I will make a solemn promise to finish the SP1201 write ups by this Sunday. I will give myself a slight break today (after running to catch up on the LSM lectures that I missed this week due to darn Physio) and slack for a while.

I think recess week will be quite hectic. Will need to revise for PR practical that will be happening soon and basically all the notes (which I haven't looked through since the lectures ended). Don't know how on earth they are going to test this module though. I WILL REMEMBER TO PAY ATTENTION TO DETAILS, INSIGNIFICANT AS THEY SEEM. There doesn't seem to be a lot of room for the General Ideas. Also, the rest of the LSM notes, since I have no idea what on earth those enzyme equations are supposed to mean.

So yes I will make good use of this mid-term break and study slowly and have fun. On the bright side I don't have exams after the mid term so it'll be slightly more relaxed. I think.

I think I will be working during the 3 month-break for at least one and a half month. Then I will be busy for the FOC/FOW week. I may get to travel (probably on a working holiday) so will keep my fingers crossed as well.

I really hate writing this type of reporting kind of entries. Makes me feel very boring, especially when it is an entry about work and school.

I've had the nearly the same dream for 2 days now.

It involves the same people, although the scenario differs here and there. They are nearly all scenes of places I've been too and was familiar with.

I don't know if they're happy or not though. It seems contented enough, but I don't think happy was the word for it. There was this girl who really hated me alot, but then she's not exactly someone I recognise. Probably a mish-mash of the vaguely similar looking faces that I see over the place, in TV or some other people's friends or something like that.

I remember what she looked like though.

Then I keep on wanting to buy bottled drinks, but I just can't seem to find one that's not so sweet that you teeth'll fall out, but I think it was a long search.

I don't think it was supposed to make sense, but then I got food poisoning and started vomitting down from the second storey among some cars. People were screaming at me not to dirty their cars. They're not very nice people haha.

Emotions, no matter how intense they're supposed to be, are all diluted in dreams, essentially quite remote. Feels quite real but then it's not.

I think people behave essentially the same as they would in real life. I know I do. Haha.

Interesting.

Rah I think I am coming down with something.

Slept a lot today and had some really very funny dreams, including this half-boy half-lizard face cartoon character dancing inside this musical who happened to be a fallen rainbow and had a Superman-lookalike for a dad.

There was something in it about some old movie star, and no matter how hard I goggled, I just couldn't find the one I wanted from Wikipedia. Then there was this list of musicals that he used to act in, and the previous lizard boy was in one of them, backed up by a big-band kind of ensemble. Then it turned out that the lizard boy was prone to changing colour (therefore appearences) because well, duh, rainbow has seven colours. Something happened and then he was able to take his rightful place in the sky with his superman-lookalike dad. No idea what the dad of a rainbow is supposed to be.

Anyway the point being I slept a lot of the day away and now I am behind on my study plans.

What on earth am I still doing online.

I will LOVESTUDY! :)